Let Go.

You act as if I say these things to hear myself speak. You act as if I'm wrong when I'm most likely right. You wouldn't be willing to correct me anyway. You're carrying around so much negativity inside of you and you think you're okay. You say it doesn't concern me when it 100% does. You act as if I'm not trying to help you. Trying to tell you that you need to let it go and let yourself live. And breathe and be okay. That was then and this is now. You're stuck and if you don't want to help yourself you'll always be stuck. Open yourself up and let things happen, let them naturally progress as they're supposed to. I know it takes a lot of effort to carry around all of these burdens and weight with you. Deflecting, hiding, rudeness all of that is an obvious sign that you aren't okay. You're scared and that's fine, but there comes a point when you have to jump off the edge and LET IT GO. At the rate you're going I won't even want to be friends with you because of your negativity. It's clear that you have a multitude of problems to deal with, but if you don't want to grow up and deal with them it's going to continue to hurt you now and in the future.
You're immediate reaction is to overreact and get angry instead of actually talking. Nothing will be achieved if you don't let yourself talk about it. You act as if you can speak to me any kind of way. What you fail to see is the things that happened to you before have nothing to do with the person I am. But what it does have to do with is the person you are and the way you act. It isn't my fault that you don't want to admit things to yourself. If and when you do I'm sure you'll be a better person for it.